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ok so ive seen this kid everyday in the summer since 9th grade. i run into him like OMG a ton of times//he goes to college 2 seconds away from ER(no like really, its 2 seconds away)//and during breaks and summer he lives in ER//its turns out he works in my favorite place EVER//i see him like everywhere//and hes an abercombie guy: ))//wierd huh?? seeing that we both like...well its hard to explain but we like both want eachother but cant bring ourselves to like do anything about it. i have friends that are his friends and he has friends that are my friends. we tell our friends that stuff about eachother and then go back to us and like say what i say about him to him.confusing i know!! so like we know what eachother thinks about the other and its like...i dont know! but like everytime i seem to forget about him thats when i see him! and everytime i see him i look like shit and im in work out clothes or something bad. but he still seems to think im beautiful. (wierd)i just dont get why we cant like do anything about it! its like soooo close but i cant reach it....and it bothers me! i like just dont know what to do...
all this running into eachother has to mean something....right???
i believe that...Everything happens for a reason
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[28 Aug 2005|10:41pm] |
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ok turns out i was right...
i have BACK STABBIN BITCHES AS FRIENDS
i know whats going on
so no need to hide it anymore
never my friends in the first place if you can do this
WOW i cant wait to get the fuck out of here for college
im going far and forgetting everyone here
B/C I HATE YOU ALL: )
PS>>>> AND REMEMBER REVENGE IS SWEET
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[21 Aug 2005|08:36pm] |
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I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING FISHY IS GOING ON
AND I DONT LIKE IT......>:/
SO Y'ALL CAN GO TO HELL
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[03 Aug 2005|04:43pm] |
I hate when your best friends or even friends get boyfriends
its like they forget all about you.... it SUCKS
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[22 Jul 2005|08:36pm] |
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ok well y'a ll can chose to hate me i dont care anymore. its not worth it.....it really isnt. call me whatever you want and talk about behind my back all you want_it just means you arent good friends and never were my friends. we live in East Rochester come on im gonna find out. i cant take this drama anymore its GAY GAY GAY! this is something like when people are mad they say shit they dont mean....this i real i mean everything i say and y'all can call me bitch if you want b/c maybe i am but im just sayin the truth. i lost my BEST FRIEND over something sooo gay like i think i have ever right to be pissed off....it kinda like im missin a part of me: ( but then again my real friends say if they can talk about you and do the things they do to you then were never really your friends and thats true! she lied and didnt tell me things since Aug. adn become friends with other people. dont know why but i mean more then one friend is sweet i have many and i didnt care. i know my sports take over my world but then im not playin or workin out or away i was always with you even when i had a boyfriend. Friends come first to me. if y'all wanna be BEST FRIENDS FOREVER OR BAD BEST FRIENDS FOREVER OR WHATEVER IT IS its cool. i guess i just lost the coolest person in E Roc but whatever. its thats the way you look at then i will too: (i fell wierd whenever i hung out with you and her, i felt out of place like i didnt know you anymore, the inside jokes i didnt get, i wasnt laughin when you guys were, i didnt know the people you guys did so i felt weird, you stopped invited me to places and parties, i just felt weird but i was like whatever ill make the best of it and try (b/c me myself i dont open up to people very good, i get alll quiet and judge people even before i know them) but it just wasnt the same. ive felt this way for a long time now but i let it go. and it really bothers me that you dont believe me when i say i didnt do anything (i thought we believed eachother and told eachother everything) but whatever. i truly say i didnt say anything i dont remember but i really think i didnt. i think someone is lirin but thats not really even the chase anymore. what happenes in summer is cool and you know im down for that. you guys have all these like things with eachother, talk all the time online, have sleep overs, and stay out all night partyin til 8, and everything else but you know what its cool be BEST OR BAD BEST FRIENDS i dont care anymore. do what you want. and im sry for everything, for my sports and me bein away and everything but really......have fun with al this summer hope you guys have fun! like isaid be best friends with her its CCCCCOOOOOLLLLL
Charlie&AnnMarie Forever
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[03 Jul 2005|11:11pm] |
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ok well i havent written in this thing in awhile so here it goes
to sum it all up...
dated a guy last year for 10 months, broke up, didnt talk fought for a long time...pretty much things were shitty between us! Got over him and after a little school started i started talking to this other kid. really liked him alot...he was a kid ass dude that was fun to hung out with, like we had so much fun together. so we started going out, then the ex started talking to me again as friends you know it was cool and all you know being friends with him and dating this other. but i was afraid that this kid might hurt me like the other did. so i was a little afraid to start over but i did. then the ex started tellin me he wanted me back and shit like that and DUMB me i fell for it! so i broke up with him in Feb. didnt want to tho but i did! then the shit with the ex didnt work out! but th hole time i like this other kid and not the ex i just didnt know what to do so yeah. so we started to get close again and shit and it was pretty great but i was hangin out a little with my ex(nothin hanppenin,just chillin b/c we are friends,just talking about whit b/c he knows everything about me WE NEVER DID ANYTHING) i mean i had the chance to but i never did b/c i liked the other dude. but this was all during the end of school then this kid didnt have anytime for me with the exams and his best firneds that moved to Itlay came home so he was with him everyday and everything with our friends is fucked up so really i only have my ex and ally and jac but i cant do the things that jac and al were doin b/c im always away and shit! so he found out and told me that this wouldnt work out and i was like ok. the next day we talked about shit and we picked to work things out andafter fighting for hours we picked that we didnt want to end it> and that night when we were talking my ex called me 4 times and texted me 2 times. and its not like he didnt know b/c i told him so yeah. then i hang out with him the next day and we went for ice cream and he was fine we were acting like everything was fine. went to my casa to pick up a movie and then went back to his casa. we were fine then he asked me if my ex called me and i was like yeah we were right there when he did. 5 minutes later he picks up my phone and looks at it and gets all pissed....for what....no clue! we start yellin at eachother and he says we are done b/c he cant trust me like really i dont get why he cant b/c its not like me and my ex are doing anything we are just friends and made that sure between eachother. so i take my shit and i walk out and say if you cant trust then lets not even try. dont get me wrong when in moment like that i am stubborn and say shit i dont mean but really he knows how i feel about him b/c ive told him like many times and for him not to trust me is just gay. the next day he was in the hospital for something is was gettin takin out and he couldnt talk...so we couldnt talk and i finally talked to him today and he got mad at me for chillin with my friends in Victor with some people that we know and he knows...andi wasl ike are you mad at me and he was like no liz i cant be we are nothing you said yourself that...that i said i know and you said too.
the thing is i wanna be with brenden but like i hate how we always fight(EVERYDAY ABOUT EVERYTHING)and there is soo much drama with me and him. i wish we could work things about and be cool with eachother...like i really do...like id do anything.
but then today i realized why do this to yourself anymore. this hole year we have been like this and its been hell but like perfect at other time.
Like this is summer. people i love are leaving really soon and that makes me sad. i wanna spend as much time as i can with them. and i dont have that much time left her either so i wanna the best of it.SUMMER IS ALL ABOUT HAVING FUN, NOT WORRYING ABOUT ANYTHING, PARTYIN IT UP AND JUST MAKIN TH MOST OF LIFE! i dont wanna have to worry about things that just make me mad and sad. no not anymore. this summer from here on out will kick ass
but i still care about you SOOO much
*Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all
your cash. Fall in love. Get to know someone 'raNdom'. Be random. Say "i love you".
Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how
much they mean to you. tell an asshole what you feeL. Let someone know what they *
are missing. Laugh untiL your stomach hurts. .L.I.V.E.L.I.F.E. so you won't regret it
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SUMMER!!!!! YAY
test are over!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY: )I LOVE YOU!!!!
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[07 Jun 2005|09:33pm] |
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OMG i hate school! i hate hate hate it. the work is taking me over->i have no life! i hate stressing on exams its dumb but i have 5 regents this year, yuck! but today was soo bad
went to school
meet with the paper(god newspaper dudes are sooo annoying
went to basketball meeting which was pointless
then off to bio review....nothing got done there either! Mr. Hohl is the worst teacher EVER
then went to tutoring from 3:05-4:45 SHOOT ME NOW and at about 4;00 my ADHD started to kick in(i dont really have it but ya know
then worked out til 7
but when i was done running i stopped to say hi to JESS! i always tell her im gonna stop by but i never do, because i thought it would be weird becasue we like never talk anymore: ( but today i was like screw it!I LOVE JESS & MISS HER SOOOO MUCH! i miss being best friends with her sooo much and hanging with her everyday! MAN THOSEWERE THE GOOD OL DAYS. she had to go off to MERCY->We talked for like 2 hours about everything it was great! and i saw her mom, i miss talking to her too! but this summer we are gonna hang out more the nwe do so im STOKED about that: )
then i went to the mall and got my upper ear pierced->looks HOTT
but im going to do gay gay gay gay homework
peace homies
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[03 Jun 2005|07:03pm] |
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IM GLAD TO KNOW THAT MY FRIENDS ARENT PIECES OF SHIT
for anyone that doesnt know i was joking...no but they really are
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i just got back from Pennsyalvia. i was there for the weekend for Nationals. Nationals is like a team you try out for,against the hole new york state people that play lacrosse. there was 5 teams and i made team 2: )i was pretty stoked about that but my team really SUCKED ASS! well we didnt suck ass but we couldnt come together and play as one, everyone was more into impressing the college coachs! so we didnt make it very far! BUT I LOVE MY TEAM 2 GIRLS! so funny!
>got i pretty in pink t-shirt
>A light blue Under Armor T-shirt
>A pink Rugby shirt(its a lacrosse thing)
>and i ordered a field hockey stick
didnt get alot--kinda made about that but whatever i have more tournaments this summer
I LOVE MY NEW YORK TEAM 2 GIRLS
IM GONNA MISS Y'ALL
but ill see you really soon: )
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ok well i went shopping yesterday: )
this is what i got
a pair of shoes
a red skirt
a jean skirt
a green tank-top
a pair of earings
a brown belt
it wasnt a good shopping day though
but i like what i got
TOday: i went to nates going away party: ( he is leaving next weekend for Alaska because he is in the army! and he wont be back for 3 years :.( I lvoe you man and ill miss you
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well today i had my first interview~>pretty scary i have to say but its all good: )well i put in a app. at Village Sports and they called me back for a interview. i was soo scared, but when i got there i meant Luke the manager. he is flippin sweet. hes like british and has that talk like he is. but anyways there was like 5 other people with me at the interview and we all made name tags and like talked to eachother! and the dude like i am in love with works there:o)then we played this game where there is this famous person on your back you have to ask questions to figure out who is it. i had a hunter dude_no clue who he was
then he showed us around the place. which i know all about! but anyways we went into this party room and we played MUSICAL CHAIRS(i know, come on kids how old are we lol)i lost the first round_i was never good at musical chairs>:(then we played truth or dare->that was funny! but then we talked for like a hlaf an hour about the rules, kids, like everything we do there! then joe( a dude that works there) wanted to take us in the ball pan! sooo sweet! I LOVE IT THERE: ) I HOPE I GET THE JOB! but
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THIS WEEKEND KICKED ASS
SO MUCH FUNNN
+car ride there~>fun in mine and caelas own way
+Fake Screws
+ACC(Auschwitz concentration camp)
+Adolf bro~lol
+waking my room up at 7:30 for breakfast~>they love me; )
+Getting lost on the way to the mall in Pittsbrugh
+Adolf cryin funniesnt thing EVER!!!
+Shopping at the oputside mall with my LAX girls~love ya
+Lunch at Fridays~lol
+Bed Tag
+Caelas Inch Razor for her~well you know-lol
BEST PART OF THE TRIP
+KICKING MT. LEBANONS ASS 10-7
+I got the game ball: )
+Club parking lot
+Dance off with some black dude~>and by the way whitney kicked there ass
+COLDSTONE~only best ice cream ever!!!!
+playing tag in the parking lot with lauren
+Hot Tub in the hotel room~>well kinda-lol
+staying up all night with whit,jenna and caela~MUCH FUN-love you girls
+SPLASH LOOGON
+LIFEGUARDS: )
+Adult Hot tub->Secret place-lol
+Tubes and tunnels~>much fun
+Arcade
+jenna's and mines beautiful pictures together~>lol
+Gary
+this kids mom shutting his head in the door and him going crazy~>funniest thing i think ive ever seen
GET NAKED
LOVE YOU GIRLS
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[06 Apr 2005|07:07am] |
LAX GIRLS GREAT GAME!!! I LOVE Y'ALL-->GeT nAkEyYyY:0)
FIRST GAME OF THE SEASON VS HFL
16-3 WE KICKED THERE BUTTS
1-0 Yup!
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ok sooo tonight was so much FUN!!! jac came over at 6 and we order china food(sooo good by the way): )aron and eric were posed to come over to watch some hoops, but eric got grounded for some odd reason and couldnt-->DITCHERRRRRRRRRR<--jk but yea so only aron came over which is good because we love aron: ) yeah sooo leaq and nik came over a little later! all fun from hear lol. we just chilled and watched some basketball, but then we had to leave. me, jac, aron, carlo,and brenden went to Java's to chill and watch some bands play! which was sooo SWEET! it was pretty crowded there but this one guy that was singing was ok but was really funny! hes songs were okay! then this band got on and they are weird so me and jac went downstairs! we meant some kid that was really weird but soooo FUNNY! he was like hitting the door because he had to go to the bathroom and he was just soo funny! carlo jac and i we pissing our pants! but the guys were like scared of this one dude sitting down because he was gay!-->i dont really get why guys are soo scared of gay guys??i can see maybe if he was hitting on you but if they aint doin anything to you then why be scared? i think GAY GUYS ARE THE COOLEST...i love them<--We saw erica clark which was really weird by the way! she kinda freaks we out but whatever! the dudes picked up some 27 year old girl while we were watching this other dude sing! it was kinda funny because whe nwe got back to brenden casa we asked how old she was and brenden was like 18, and a freshman in college! she looked like she was freakin old. lol (aron) then carlo, aron, and brenden like almost got in a fight with these dudes as we were leaving-->GAYYYYYYYYYYYYY<-- then jac brenden and i went back to brenden casa just to chill. he made us tea and we watched a movie. much fun there but it was kinda like weird but i dont know why he was acting all weird and shit! but when jac is mean to brenden it is the funniest thing i think ive ever seen...lol
but im going to bed now
much love<3
liz
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like my new layout....pretty sweet huh!
BRAD PITT AMAZING!!!!! SoOoOo HOTT
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